Grace Said.: For The Very First Time

"Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn," and I can't agree more. But instead of exploding into rage or angst, I get all emotional and teary, then next I would be brawling.

Not sure when this bad habit of mine kicked in, but I do find myself conversing to God in my head when I'm angry or sad, or even at any random time of the day. I guess it's just closure, or my very simple way of ranting and lamenting without telling people how I really feel. Yet at the very moment of my conversation in my head, my emotions are spilled all over my face, leaving others to ask me "What happened?" I would just shake my head and smile.

Lately, I find myself having more conversations in my head than usual. Probably it's just work, or school, or just the gloomy wet weather, or a little tiff. I'm not too sure exactly, but I sure know that today, for the very first time, I resolved not to dwell on my emotions and thoughts, and look.. FORWARD. It was as if I wasn't bothered about being inferior or self reproaching, or dwelling on the fact that I totally suck at handling my emotions.

At that point of time, everything didn't matter. No matter what thoughts came into my mind, all negativity turned into positivity. And for the very first time, I felt STRONGER and HAPPIER. Perhaps it is true that as we go through every circumstance and experience in our lives, we learn, we grow, we move on.

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