Like last night, I was stumped by my ugly side when I banged my fist on the lift door in anger. That sudden fit of rage and desperation jolted me into reality that hey, I never thought that I could be that angry. Or even so, I never thought that I would even make such an action.
Today I was made speechless by another ugly side I saw. And because of what I saw, it impacted me a great deal so much so that I felt like making an impulsive and rash decision on the spot. Well, I didn't. Instead, I stomped off to my parents car, sat down, and cried.
Dad wasn't around, just Mom and I, and for the first time since I can't remember when, I wailed and poured everything out to her.
Honestly, I never thought that I could or would share it with Mom because I assumed that she wouldn't understand what I went through. But I stood corrected when after wailing and ranting to her, she said something that made perfect sense and kicked me in my stomach.
Of course I was still sobbing in the car all the way until we reached the destination for lunch. But I thank God that she was there in my most painful and desperate time. And from her, I've learnt that indeed, your parents are the ones that will always love you the most, will always be there for you, and know you inside out.
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