Today, I looked in the mirror and hate the reflection I see.
No, I'm not talking about physical appearance (though that is what often bugs me too). I'm talking about personality and character. I found out how weak, how vulnerable, how insecure, how emotional and irrational I am, and it overwhelms me with self loathing and disgust.
"Why am I made this way? Why can't I trust more? Why am I so emotionally sensitive? Why do I feel so small in many things? Why don't I see the worth and value that God placed in me?"
It does make me think of crazy things, and I am compelled to run away in shame.
Yes, I am unworthy and undeserving. And it's just one of those days where I want to disappear from the phase of the earth.
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