They say women are fickle minded, (probably that's why their yes means no), emotional, judgemental, territorial, obsessive, sensitive, and the list goes on.. As much as I would like to defend the female gender and be quick to debate about the wonderful things we women are able to do that men can't, I actually agree with some of the qualities above.
You see, even after 20 years of trying to knowing myself, I still have no clue on why I react, behave, act, and think like the way I do eg; I don't know why I behave the way I do when I upset, or why my brain process the way it does, or why my thoughts are usually negative and glum. So as much as I can, I try to reflect on my own thoughts, my behaviour, trying to break down my sophisticated being.
So here I am, wondering why on earth I was born to be so sophisticated, so hard to please, so easily heart-broken, a cry baby etc.. I think to myself, if only I knew a fraction of myself, then perhaps I can justify the reasons for my actions and behavior, and even better, improve myself by putting changing for the better.
Here am I ranting about the limited knowledge about myself, and it suddenly crossed my mind that my poor boyfriend might have suffered much these years from trying to understand me.
If only I was born with simple wants, simple thoughts, a simple heart, a simple mind, then I would be much more contented and joyful.
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